1 00:00:01,701 --> 00:00:02,601 (Amy): I had a car accident, 2 00:00:02,602 --> 00:00:05,271 and I lost eight years of my memory. 3 00:00:06,506 --> 00:00:08,807 - You're having memories? - They're just weird flashes. 4 00:00:08,808 --> 00:00:10,476 And seizures. 5 00:00:10,477 --> 00:00:11,544 (gasps in pain) 6 00:00:11,644 --> 00:00:13,779 I know my brain is trying to warm me about something. 7 00:00:13,780 --> 00:00:15,080 - If she keeps pushing herself, 8 00:00:15,081 --> 00:00:17,516 she's on the road to losing her job. 9 00:00:17,517 --> 00:00:19,084 (dramatic music) 10 00:00:19,085 --> 00:00:20,319 (alarm blaring) 11 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:20,986 (Katie): What's happening to her!? 12 00:00:20,987 --> 00:00:22,921 (Amy): I need my life back. 13 00:00:22,922 --> 00:00:24,323 - Chief Resident is up soon, 14 00:00:24,324 --> 00:00:25,824 considered throwing your hat in the ring? 15 00:00:25,825 --> 00:00:27,126 - You want more responsibility? 16 00:00:27,127 --> 00:00:29,461 I run circles around her every day. 17 00:00:29,462 --> 00:00:31,964 I should at least be considered for Chief Resident. 18 00:00:31,965 --> 00:00:33,365 (Joan): You'll be doing it together. 19 00:00:33,366 --> 00:00:36,235 - Let me run Internal Medicine. 20 00:00:36,236 --> 00:00:38,070 - I'm gonna miss you so much. 21 00:00:38,071 --> 00:00:41,073 (Joan): You've got plenty more to give. 22 00:00:41,074 --> 00:00:42,975 So, give. 23 00:00:42,976 --> 00:00:44,443 (TJ): Wanna give our date another shot? 24 00:00:44,444 --> 00:00:47,546 - Jake's my ex, and I screwed up in the worst way. 25 00:00:47,547 --> 00:00:51,250 - I can't live in the past anymore. I need to move forward. 26 00:00:51,251 --> 00:00:53,285 - Amy Larsen, Dr. Ben Grant. 27 00:00:53,286 --> 00:00:54,620 I saw you speak three years ago. 28 00:00:54,621 --> 00:00:58,257 - I don't know what this is, but you make me smile. 29 00:00:58,258 --> 00:01:01,994 Sorry. I, I wouldn't remember that. 30 00:01:01,995 --> 00:01:04,697 (Mr. Galvin): Okay now, lights up! 31 00:01:04,698 --> 00:01:06,865 (dramatic music) 32 00:01:06,866 --> 00:01:11,404 - What's here? A cup, closed in my true love's hand? 33 00:01:11,504 --> 00:01:16,275 Poison, I see, hath been his timeless end. 34 00:01:16,276 --> 00:01:18,345 (somber music) 35 00:01:21,014 --> 00:01:22,181 (gentle kisses) 36 00:01:22,182 --> 00:01:24,283 Thy lips are still warm! 37 00:01:24,284 --> 00:01:26,285 - Lead, boy. Which way? 38 00:01:26,286 --> 00:01:29,121 - More feeling, Torey. Again! 39 00:01:29,122 --> 00:01:30,856 - Lead, boy. Which way? 40 00:01:30,857 --> 00:01:34,026 - Yea, noise? 41 00:01:34,027 --> 00:01:37,062 Then I'll be brief. 42 00:01:37,063 --> 00:01:39,465 O, happy dagger! 43 00:01:39,466 --> 00:01:43,702 This is thy sheath. There rust, and let me die. 44 00:01:43,703 --> 00:01:44,937 (murmurs) (gunshot) 45 00:01:44,938 --> 00:01:47,740 (dramatic music) 46 00:01:47,741 --> 00:01:49,508 - This is the place... 47 00:01:49,509 --> 00:01:51,343 (loud thud) (Torey gasping) 48 00:01:51,344 --> 00:01:54,813 - Uh, Paul, what are you doing? You're dead. 49 00:01:54,814 --> 00:01:57,649 - Mr. Calvin. I think... 50 00:01:57,650 --> 00:01:58,984 (gasping) 51 00:01:58,985 --> 00:02:01,487 - Torey. Torey! 52 00:02:01,488 --> 00:02:02,721 Torey! 53 00:02:02,722 --> 00:02:05,024 - Is she shot? What if there weren't blanks in the gun? 54 00:02:05,025 --> 00:02:06,158 - It's a cap gun, Josh! 55 00:02:06,159 --> 00:02:08,594 (indistinct concerned chattering) 56 00:02:08,595 --> 00:02:10,362 - What the hell's happening to her? 57 00:02:10,363 --> 00:02:13,099 - Yeah, I need an ambulance. - Is she gonna be alright? 58 00:02:13,199 --> 00:02:15,468 (student): Torey, Torey! (gasping) 59 00:02:22,242 --> 00:02:24,743 (machine humming) 60 00:02:24,744 --> 00:02:27,379 - Aberrant frontal lobe activity seems to have settled. 61 00:02:27,380 --> 00:02:29,548 - Signals are much more organized. 62 00:02:29,549 --> 00:02:31,484 And it looks like to me like her old neural pathways 63 00:02:31,584 --> 00:02:34,086 have actually been recovering. 64 00:02:34,087 --> 00:02:37,056 - I think that's what caused the seizures to begin with. 65 00:02:37,057 --> 00:02:38,323 - Wait, that doesn't track. 66 00:02:38,324 --> 00:02:40,993 - New bloodflow, new wiring connections, 67 00:02:40,994 --> 00:02:42,561 unstable as they reorganize, 68 00:02:42,562 --> 00:02:45,731 neurons sending improper signals, she overloaded. 69 00:02:45,732 --> 00:02:48,033 - Yeah, look at this. This was taken two months ago, 70 00:02:48,034 --> 00:02:49,501 just before the contagion. 71 00:02:49,502 --> 00:02:51,136 The blood flow was already increasing 72 00:02:51,137 --> 00:02:52,638 but then look how it compares to today's. 73 00:02:52,639 --> 00:02:54,873 She's healing, and healing fast. 74 00:02:54,874 --> 00:02:56,141 - She says no headaches... 75 00:02:56,142 --> 00:02:57,343 ...no nosebleeds. 76 00:02:57,344 --> 00:02:58,544 - No headaches, no nosebleeds. 77 00:02:58,545 --> 00:03:02,749 I get an occasional memory, but pretty uncontroversial. 78 00:03:02,849 --> 00:03:06,785 - Well, I'm assuming she'll want to pursue those, then. With TMS? 79 00:03:06,786 --> 00:03:07,786 - And TMS? 80 00:03:07,787 --> 00:03:10,356 - No. The past is just a distraction. 81 00:03:10,357 --> 00:03:11,790 I won't give in to it anymore. 82 00:03:11,791 --> 00:03:14,159 - And she's insisting she's ready to work? 83 00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:15,861 - You worried about her, or your department? 84 00:03:15,862 --> 00:03:19,231 - Both, especially when she thinks Joan sacrificed 85 00:03:19,232 --> 00:03:20,532 her life for her. 86 00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:22,835 (Gina): I know this is what Joan wanted for you. 87 00:03:22,836 --> 00:03:25,271 Is this really what you want for yourself? 88 00:03:25,372 --> 00:03:27,906 - She knew what I needed to do. 89 00:03:27,907 --> 00:03:29,942 It's time to put my needs aside. 90 00:03:29,943 --> 00:03:32,311 No more figuring out my thing with Michael, 91 00:03:32,312 --> 00:03:35,414 no more worrying about what I have with Jake. 92 00:03:35,415 --> 00:03:39,952 It's time to move forward. To teach and to be of service. 93 00:03:39,953 --> 00:03:42,388 - And now she's got to honor that mission. 94 00:03:42,389 --> 00:03:43,889 No matter the cost. 95 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:45,357 - Are you sure you're ready? 96 00:03:45,358 --> 00:03:47,993 - I have never been more ready. 97 00:03:47,994 --> 00:03:52,297 I feel like this is what I was always meant to do. 98 00:03:52,298 --> 00:03:55,267 Before my world got turned upside down. 99 00:03:55,268 --> 00:03:56,702 - We'll keep an eye on her. 100 00:03:56,703 --> 00:03:59,972 - I want daily check-ins, neuro-cogs three times a week, 101 00:03:59,973 --> 00:04:01,840 and biweekly FMRIs. 102 00:04:01,841 --> 00:04:04,009 You're on the hook for this as much as anyone. 103 00:04:04,010 --> 00:04:05,278 - I know that. 104 00:04:08,081 --> 00:04:11,650 - Am I cleared or what? 105 00:04:11,651 --> 00:04:12,851 (exhales) 106 00:04:12,852 --> 00:04:15,454 (elevator ding) 107 00:04:15,455 --> 00:04:17,523 (indistinct chatter) 108 00:04:17,524 --> 00:04:19,024 - Dr. Coleman, Dr. Coleman. 109 00:04:19,025 --> 00:04:20,359 - Ben. (laughing) 110 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:21,560 - I'd heard you were coming. 111 00:04:21,561 --> 00:04:23,429 - If you all will have me. 112 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:24,563 (TJ chuckles) 113 00:04:24,564 --> 00:04:26,932 - Ah, this is Dr. Costa. 114 00:04:26,933 --> 00:04:29,201 - That's fortuitous. Heard all good things. 115 00:04:29,202 --> 00:04:32,104 - Hm, likewise. And Dr. Hamda certainly sings your praises. 116 00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:33,605 - Well, I hope I can live up to that. 117 00:04:33,606 --> 00:04:35,741 - I apologize, I'm gonna have to push back our meeting 118 00:04:35,742 --> 00:04:37,676 a little bit. We've got a lap chole I've gotta handle. 119 00:04:37,677 --> 00:04:39,144 - No problem. Max and Dr. Kumara said 120 00:04:39,145 --> 00:04:41,647 they wanted to show me around, so I'll just-- I'll hit 'em up. 121 00:04:41,648 --> 00:04:44,416 - Sounds like they're bringing in the whole cavalry. 122 00:04:44,417 --> 00:04:47,119 - Nah, I gotta get past the chief first. 123 00:04:47,120 --> 00:04:48,687 - I'll let you know when I'm free. 124 00:04:48,688 --> 00:04:52,524 Why don't you scrub up, I'll see you in there. 125 00:04:52,525 --> 00:04:55,427 - Good to have you back. You got a lot of fans here. 126 00:04:55,428 --> 00:04:57,364 - Thanks. 127 00:05:01,067 --> 00:05:03,470 (indistinct chatter) 128 00:05:08,408 --> 00:05:11,677 - They're a strong group. I think we're in good shape. 129 00:05:11,678 --> 00:05:16,081 - I still remember my first day as an intern. I was so nervous. 130 00:05:16,082 --> 00:05:17,750 - I couldn't feel my feet. 131 00:05:17,751 --> 00:05:20,152 - Sure I really helped buck you up. 132 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:21,821 (chuckling): Yeah, not so much. 133 00:05:26,026 --> 00:05:28,060 - Do you have any idea what Jake's doing in there 134 00:05:28,061 --> 00:05:29,094 with Dr. Matos? 135 00:05:29,095 --> 00:05:31,364 - No. No idea. 136 00:05:33,366 --> 00:05:35,502 - You know I love you, right? 137 00:05:37,570 --> 00:05:39,371 - Okay, well, let's do this, yeah? 138 00:05:39,372 --> 00:05:41,273 - Yeah. 139 00:05:41,274 --> 00:05:43,308 - Give 'em hell. - Mm-hmm. 140 00:05:43,309 --> 00:05:46,012 (indistinct chatter) 141 00:05:47,614 --> 00:05:49,715 - So, you're having second thoughts about Pedes, 142 00:05:49,716 --> 00:05:52,251 and you figured why not give Cardiology a shot? 143 00:05:52,252 --> 00:05:54,653 - No, I've always been back and forth in between the two. 144 00:05:54,654 --> 00:05:57,557 And I understand there's enough funding to add another fellow. 145 00:05:57,657 --> 00:05:59,425 - I spoke to Dr. Kumara, there is. 146 00:05:59,426 --> 00:06:01,160 - Would have been nice if I was in the loop. 147 00:06:01,161 --> 00:06:03,562 - You're in the loop now. That's why we're doing this. 148 00:06:03,563 --> 00:06:04,863 - In your office. 149 00:06:04,864 --> 00:06:06,532 - Margaret. 150 00:06:06,533 --> 00:06:10,969 - I'll have to look at my roster and talk to Kumara. 151 00:06:10,970 --> 00:06:13,539 (door opens and shuts) 152 00:06:13,540 --> 00:06:16,308 - Just lay low, give her a minute to feel like 153 00:06:16,309 --> 00:06:17,777 it's her decision. 154 00:06:20,347 --> 00:06:22,648 (door opens) 155 00:06:22,649 --> 00:06:25,584 - Uh, what's up with the scrubs? 156 00:06:25,585 --> 00:06:27,419 - General's gotta lead from the front. 157 00:06:27,420 --> 00:06:29,455 - Like a Zelenskyy kind of thing? 158 00:06:29,456 --> 00:06:30,689 (Amy chuckles) 159 00:06:30,690 --> 00:06:33,359 - I really hope you're not rushing this, Amy. 160 00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:36,161 - Gina walked me through the game plan. 161 00:06:36,162 --> 00:06:38,263 I assure you, I can do this. 162 00:06:38,264 --> 00:06:40,032 (exhales) 163 00:06:40,033 --> 00:06:41,200 (indistinct chatter) 164 00:06:41,201 --> 00:06:44,703 - Nikki, right? Stanford undergrad, honors at Yale Med? 165 00:06:44,704 --> 00:06:47,139 - Do you know my social security number too? 166 00:06:47,140 --> 00:06:51,910 - Uh, 141-006-9412? 167 00:06:51,911 --> 00:06:52,845 (sighs) 168 00:06:52,846 --> 00:06:54,546 - That was 10 digits, social's nine. 169 00:06:54,547 --> 00:06:56,215 - Yeah. You know what? You got me there. 170 00:06:56,216 --> 00:06:57,149 - Mm-hmm. - I'm Graham. 171 00:06:57,150 --> 00:06:58,817 - We all know who you are. 172 00:06:58,818 --> 00:06:59,518 - Really? 173 00:06:59,519 --> 00:07:00,552 - Give me a break. 174 00:07:00,553 --> 00:07:03,056 Your parents gave, what, 20 mil to the hospital? 175 00:07:04,557 --> 00:07:07,027 - So, what do you think about this whole 176 00:07:07,127 --> 00:07:09,762 Co-Chief situation thing? 177 00:07:09,763 --> 00:07:11,030 - Maitra's a wild card, 178 00:07:11,031 --> 00:07:14,199 but we all know Larsen's a ballbuster, uh? 179 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:15,368 - At least Larsen 1.0 was, 180 00:07:15,468 --> 00:07:17,603 guess we'll have to wait and see about the TBI version, though. 181 00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:19,004 - Ouch. (chuckles) 182 00:07:19,005 --> 00:07:21,040 Yeah, don't let anybody else hear you say that. 183 00:07:21,041 --> 00:07:23,008 - Eh, they both come from the Joan Ridley camp, 184 00:07:23,009 --> 00:07:24,978 so you know it's gonna be dog eat dog. 185 00:07:26,379 --> 00:07:28,781 - Hi. - Hi. Dr. Maitra. 186 00:07:28,782 --> 00:07:31,183 - Ruth Chen. This is Kyle Ferguson. 187 00:07:31,184 --> 00:07:32,484 I'm very excited to be here. 188 00:07:32,485 --> 00:07:33,686 - Looking forward to training you. 189 00:07:33,687 --> 00:07:35,287 - I'm gonna need more than him. 190 00:07:35,288 --> 00:07:36,555 - You're already published in JAMA. 191 00:07:36,556 --> 00:07:38,190 - And you're 23, already finished med school. 192 00:07:38,191 --> 00:07:41,660 - I was home-schooled, so didn't have the traditional trajectory. 193 00:07:41,661 --> 00:07:44,496 - I know, I heard last week was the first time 194 00:07:44,497 --> 00:07:45,564 you were on a plane? 195 00:07:45,565 --> 00:07:47,733 - Yeah. I just moved here. 196 00:07:47,734 --> 00:07:49,601 Getting acclimated as quickly as I can. 197 00:07:49,602 --> 00:07:52,471 - Buckle up, it's all gonna move a lot faster 198 00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:53,772 than you're ready for. 199 00:07:53,773 --> 00:07:56,008 (Dr. Hamda): Okay, if everyone can settle in, 200 00:07:56,009 --> 00:07:58,610 we'll get started. 201 00:07:58,611 --> 00:08:01,480 I'm Dr. Michael Hamda, Chief of Internal Medicine. 202 00:08:01,481 --> 00:08:03,048 These are your Co-Chief Residents, 203 00:08:03,049 --> 00:08:05,951 Doctors Sonya Maitra and Amy Larsen. 204 00:08:05,952 --> 00:08:09,121 I'll let them take it from here. 205 00:08:09,122 --> 00:08:10,423 - Okay, welcome. 206 00:08:10,523 --> 00:08:13,058 I'm sure you all have those butterflies, 207 00:08:13,059 --> 00:08:14,593 which is to be expected, 208 00:08:14,594 --> 00:08:16,428 but you're here because you deserve to be. 209 00:08:16,429 --> 00:08:19,765 And you should know that, because Joan Ridley chose you. 210 00:08:19,766 --> 00:08:22,568 It was one of the last things she did before she passed away. 211 00:08:22,569 --> 00:08:24,870 So, I don't say this lightly. 212 00:08:24,871 --> 00:08:28,574 You are here to carry on her legacy. 213 00:08:28,575 --> 00:08:30,075 This is a calling. 214 00:08:30,076 --> 00:08:32,244 It was for Dr. Ridley, it is for me, 215 00:08:32,245 --> 00:08:34,947 and we are gonna find out if it is for you. 216 00:08:34,948 --> 00:08:36,582 And if it is, you can be damn sure 217 00:08:36,583 --> 00:08:38,984 we're gonna help you fulfill it. 218 00:08:38,985 --> 00:08:43,288 - Okay, then. Dr. De Silva and Dr. Ferguson, 219 00:08:43,289 --> 00:08:44,423 you'll trail me today, 220 00:08:44,424 --> 00:08:48,727 and Doctors Barker and Chen will be with Dr. Larsen. 221 00:08:48,728 --> 00:08:49,762 The rest of you... 222 00:08:49,763 --> 00:08:52,064 (Amy): When someone is this blatantly negligent, 223 00:08:52,065 --> 00:08:55,701 it usually means that they are trying to fail. 224 00:08:55,702 --> 00:08:57,836 (Sonya): Until then, see Julie in the nurses' station, 225 00:08:57,837 --> 00:08:59,805 she'll get you your assignments. 226 00:08:59,806 --> 00:09:03,475 (indistinct chatter) 227 00:09:03,476 --> 00:09:05,010 - First up is Torey Harris, 16, 228 00:09:05,011 --> 00:09:07,146 she had a grand mal seizure yesterday afternoon. 229 00:09:07,147 --> 00:09:09,114 No apparent underlying conditions, 230 00:09:09,115 --> 00:09:10,849 she had CT and lab work done in the ER, 231 00:09:10,850 --> 00:09:13,185 and they brought her up here this morning for a consult 232 00:09:13,186 --> 00:09:14,219 with Dr. Walker. 233 00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:16,121 Torey will shaken up, 234 00:09:16,122 --> 00:09:18,023 and assuming there's a parent in there with her, 235 00:09:18,024 --> 00:09:20,125 they will be extremely anxious, 236 00:09:20,126 --> 00:09:22,594 so let's be mindful of our bedside manner. 237 00:09:22,595 --> 00:09:24,230 Not just the medicine, yeah? 238 00:09:25,398 --> 00:09:28,734 - I don't understand how this can just come out of nowhere. 239 00:09:28,735 --> 00:09:30,269 I've never had anything like this before. 240 00:09:30,270 --> 00:09:33,772 - Hi. I am the chief resident, Dr. Larsen, 241 00:09:33,773 --> 00:09:34,973 and this is Dr. Chen-- 242 00:09:34,974 --> 00:09:36,875 - Hi. - ...and Dr. Barker. 243 00:09:36,876 --> 00:09:38,410 - Do we really need all these doctors? 244 00:09:38,411 --> 00:09:41,314 - Please don't be alarmed. These are our interns. 245 00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:42,981 Teaching is part of what we do here. 246 00:09:42,982 --> 00:09:45,617 So, what do you see on the CT scans? 247 00:09:45,618 --> 00:09:47,686 - Um, ventricular volume's symmetrical, 248 00:09:47,687 --> 00:09:49,555 no masses or signs of ischemia. 249 00:09:49,556 --> 00:09:51,590 - Mm-hmm. 250 00:09:51,591 --> 00:09:53,826 That means no stroke, which is a good thing. 251 00:09:53,827 --> 00:09:55,627 - We've already been over this with Dr. Walker, 252 00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:57,596 and her blood tests are all normal. 253 00:09:57,597 --> 00:09:59,064 Why doesn't anyone have an explanation? 254 00:09:59,065 --> 00:10:01,166 - And what's happening with this thing on my head now? 255 00:10:01,167 --> 00:10:03,802 - It measures the electrical activity in your brain, 256 00:10:03,803 --> 00:10:05,804 confirms you definitely had a seizure. 257 00:10:05,805 --> 00:10:07,607 - And what are the signs of that? 258 00:10:07,707 --> 00:10:09,074 - Postictal state (exhales) 259 00:10:09,075 --> 00:10:11,643 - Meaning? - Diffuse delta theta slowing. 260 00:10:11,644 --> 00:10:13,145 - Which means your brain's been overworked. 261 00:10:13,146 --> 00:10:16,215 - Yeah, I get that. How are you gonna fix me? 262 00:10:16,216 --> 00:10:17,049 (inhales) 263 00:10:17,050 --> 00:10:19,218 (Amy): You went to medical school? 264 00:10:19,219 --> 00:10:20,352 No? 265 00:10:20,353 --> 00:10:21,988 So maybe let us figure it out. 266 00:10:24,557 --> 00:10:26,025 - Right now, you are stabilized, 267 00:10:26,026 --> 00:10:27,459 and we are... (phone buzzing) 268 00:10:27,460 --> 00:10:29,561 - Yeah? No, they still don't know what the hell this is. 269 00:10:29,562 --> 00:10:32,097 You're freaked out? I'm the one that's spent the last 14 hours 270 00:10:32,098 --> 00:10:34,266 getting my entire body scanned. 271 00:10:34,267 --> 00:10:36,635 I'll just text you later, the doctors are here. 272 00:10:36,636 --> 00:10:38,771 I gotta go. 273 00:10:38,772 --> 00:10:41,340 Sorry. My friends are kinda tweaking. 274 00:10:41,341 --> 00:10:42,575 - Understandable. 275 00:10:42,676 --> 00:10:45,711 Now, what can you tell us about how you were feeling yesterday? 276 00:10:45,712 --> 00:10:48,681 Headache? Dizziness? Flashing lights? 277 00:10:48,682 --> 00:10:50,883 - No. I told them this in the ER. 278 00:10:50,884 --> 00:10:54,486 - Well, how about in those moments right before you seized? 279 00:10:54,487 --> 00:10:56,388 - We were in tech rehearsal, 280 00:10:56,389 --> 00:10:58,657 doing the big scene where Juliet's gonna kill herself. 281 00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:00,759 To be honest, I was kind of nervous, 282 00:11:00,760 --> 00:11:04,396 because I kept missing my cues and then... 283 00:11:04,397 --> 00:11:06,298 I heard the fake gunshot-- (monitor beeps) 284 00:11:06,299 --> 00:11:07,700 - and I-- 285 00:11:07,701 --> 00:11:09,435 - Dr. Larsen. 286 00:11:09,436 --> 00:11:10,569 - Is something happening? 287 00:11:10,570 --> 00:11:12,471 - She's gonna seize again. 288 00:11:12,472 --> 00:11:13,339 (beeping) 289 00:11:13,340 --> 00:11:14,673 - Torey! 290 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:16,809 (gasping) 291 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:19,044 - Crash cart, IV Lorazepam, intubation kit. 292 00:11:19,045 --> 00:11:20,813 Dr. Barker, stabilize her on the left. 293 00:11:20,814 --> 00:11:22,381 - Why is this happening again? 294 00:11:22,382 --> 00:11:24,416 - Mrs. Harris, please step back. We've got this. 295 00:11:24,417 --> 00:11:25,851 - Dr. Barker, stabilize her. 296 00:11:25,852 --> 00:11:29,488 (Torey gasping) 297 00:11:29,489 --> 00:11:31,056 - Get the-- that's the supply cart! 298 00:11:31,057 --> 00:11:33,258 The crash cart will be in the hallway! 299 00:11:33,259 --> 00:11:34,561 - I've got it! 300 00:11:34,661 --> 00:11:35,894 - Oxygen, Ruth! 301 00:11:35,895 --> 00:11:37,796 - Yep! Um-huh! Yep! 302 00:11:37,797 --> 00:11:38,831 (Amy): Now! (Ruth): Coming! 303 00:11:38,832 --> 00:11:40,165 (Amy): Come on, now. - Here. 304 00:11:40,166 --> 00:11:41,468 (gasping) 305 00:11:47,207 --> 00:11:49,742 - I'm sure you're aware Felicia Turner and her husband 306 00:11:49,743 --> 00:11:52,644 launched a complaint against Dr. Larsen today. 307 00:11:52,645 --> 00:11:53,746 - I am. 308 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:55,547 - They mentioned you were present 309 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:57,583 during some of their interactions? 310 00:11:57,584 --> 00:11:58,617 - I was... 311 00:11:58,618 --> 00:12:01,320 Though I'm not sure what the point of this is. 312 00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:05,991 - Just tell me what you observed, Dr. Maitra. 313 00:12:05,992 --> 00:12:07,359 - The woman's pregnant, 314 00:12:07,360 --> 00:12:10,796 and somehow Amy couldn't imagine why she'd be anxious 315 00:12:10,797 --> 00:12:13,365 about her baby's health. 316 00:12:13,366 --> 00:12:14,366 - How so? 317 00:12:14,367 --> 00:12:16,468 - Amy was Amy. 318 00:12:16,469 --> 00:12:18,237 I don't know what else you want me to say, 319 00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:20,072 especially since we've been down this road before, 320 00:12:20,073 --> 00:12:23,242 but her behavior doesn't change. 321 00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:26,045 - It can take some time to adjust the culture 322 00:12:26,046 --> 00:12:27,613 of any institution. 323 00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:32,285 - But you're not gonna fire her, right? No matter what she does. 324 00:12:32,385 --> 00:12:34,887 (exhales) 325 00:12:34,888 --> 00:12:37,556 (softly): Yeah. 326 00:12:37,557 --> 00:12:40,893 I thought so. 327 00:12:40,894 --> 00:12:43,462 - Dr. Maitra. 328 00:12:43,463 --> 00:12:46,365 Give it a few months, okay? 329 00:12:46,366 --> 00:12:50,570 People who matter see your value here, and it won't be forgotten. 330 00:12:55,308 --> 00:12:56,375 (elevator ding) 331 00:12:56,376 --> 00:12:59,111 - Next up, 38-year-old male reporting chest pains, 332 00:12:59,112 --> 00:13:02,081 shortness of breath, family history of heart disease. 333 00:13:02,082 --> 00:13:03,916 Fairly typical cardiac profile. 334 00:13:03,917 --> 00:13:04,818 You'll be seeing a lot of these, 335 00:13:04,918 --> 00:13:07,886 but we don't always catch the exciting ones. 336 00:13:07,887 --> 00:13:09,922 And any particular stress lately? 337 00:13:09,923 --> 00:13:11,256 (equipment beeping) - Stress? 338 00:13:11,257 --> 00:13:13,592 I mean, one of my students had a seizure yesterday 339 00:13:13,593 --> 00:13:14,693 during rehearsals. 340 00:13:14,694 --> 00:13:16,395 - Oh, yeah, she's here. Torey, right? 341 00:13:16,396 --> 00:13:18,230 Our other doctors are treating her. 342 00:13:18,231 --> 00:13:20,833 - That's a HIPAA violation, Dr. De Silva. 343 00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:22,301 - Right. Sorry. 344 00:13:22,302 --> 00:13:24,336 - I've been texting her; she says that she's had a bunch 345 00:13:24,337 --> 00:13:26,171 of tests but you still don't know anything? 346 00:13:26,172 --> 00:13:28,140 - I know you're concerned, but we're not at liberty 347 00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:29,942 to discuss another patient with you. 348 00:13:29,943 --> 00:13:31,410 Now, if you can tell us about your... 349 00:13:31,411 --> 00:13:33,879 (murmurs in pain) 350 00:13:33,880 --> 00:13:35,280 Is your head hurting now, too? 351 00:13:35,281 --> 00:13:37,516 - Yeah, uh, feels like a migraine. 352 00:13:37,517 --> 00:13:39,418 - Have you had those before? 353 00:13:39,419 --> 00:13:41,453 - No, never. 354 00:13:41,454 --> 00:13:42,921 - Dr. De Silva? 355 00:13:42,922 --> 00:13:44,656 - Feeling any sensitivity to light? 356 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:45,724 - Uh, no. 357 00:13:45,725 --> 00:13:46,992 - Does the pain radiate anywhere? 358 00:13:46,993 --> 00:13:48,328 - What does that mean? 359 00:13:49,963 --> 00:13:52,431 - Does it go down your back or arm? 360 00:13:52,432 --> 00:13:54,867 - I don't think so. I am feeling a bit dizzy, though. 361 00:13:54,868 --> 00:13:56,935 - Dr. Ferguson. 362 00:13:56,936 --> 00:13:58,671 - I'm trying to reconcile why you're having heart 363 00:13:58,672 --> 00:14:00,706 and head pain simultaneously. 364 00:14:00,707 --> 00:14:01,907 - Could be a stroke. - What!? 365 00:14:01,908 --> 00:14:03,075 - Or carotid artery stenosis. 366 00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:04,209 - What, what is that now?! 367 00:14:04,210 --> 00:14:05,678 - Dr. De Silva, it's not your turn. 368 00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:09,815 Dr. Ferguson, let's stick to more likely scenarios, 369 00:14:09,816 --> 00:14:12,051 and try not to frighten the patient. 370 00:14:12,052 --> 00:14:13,652 - Am I allowed to posit angina? 371 00:14:13,653 --> 00:14:15,988 - You are. 372 00:14:15,989 --> 00:14:17,423 - Given the family history of heart disease, 373 00:14:17,424 --> 00:14:19,358 would it be too aggressive to suggest an angio? 374 00:14:19,359 --> 00:14:20,459 - Uh-- 375 00:14:20,460 --> 00:14:22,094 - It would not. 376 00:14:22,095 --> 00:14:24,497 Now explain to Mr. Galvin what that means. 377 00:14:27,167 --> 00:14:30,536 - I caught you having a memory when we were in with Torey. 378 00:14:30,537 --> 00:14:33,906 - Oh, I've got a highlight reel of the Wicked Witch of Westside 379 00:14:33,907 --> 00:14:35,175 coming at me. 380 00:14:35,275 --> 00:14:38,744 It's like a running podcast of how not to be. 381 00:14:38,745 --> 00:14:40,212 It's very instructive. 382 00:14:40,213 --> 00:14:43,015 - C'mon, Amy, I'm out on a limb here. So is Dr. Scherl. 383 00:14:43,016 --> 00:14:47,687 - I'm dealing, Gina. I can bat them away. 384 00:14:49,222 --> 00:14:51,490 Uh, get Torey settled in Radiology, 385 00:14:51,491 --> 00:14:53,659 and have Graham bring those test results 386 00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:54,560 as soon as they're ready. 387 00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:55,595 - Yup, on it. 388 00:14:57,030 --> 00:14:58,364 - TJ said you were here. 389 00:14:58,365 --> 00:14:59,898 - In the flesh. 390 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,967 Looks like you're healing well. 391 00:15:01,968 --> 00:15:04,404 - All good. First day at my new gig. 392 00:15:04,504 --> 00:15:07,706 - Ah. I was very sorry to hear about Joan. 393 00:15:07,707 --> 00:15:09,908 - She was one of a kind. 394 00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:11,677 - And Richard? TJ said he moved on. 395 00:15:11,678 --> 00:15:14,847 - He needed a fresh start. He's just over at Eastside. 396 00:15:14,848 --> 00:15:17,950 - Well, it's great to see you. 397 00:15:17,951 --> 00:15:19,084 Both of you. 398 00:15:19,085 --> 00:15:22,688 - And you, Dr. Grant. Give him whatever he asks for. 399 00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:23,756 (chuckling) 400 00:15:23,757 --> 00:15:26,492 - Oh, we'll see. It's good to see you back, Amy. 401 00:15:26,493 --> 00:15:29,395 I guess we've got Dr. Grant's steady hands to thank for that. 402 00:15:29,396 --> 00:15:31,197 - Indeed we do. 403 00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:34,500 - Shall we? - Please. 404 00:15:34,501 --> 00:15:38,303 (indistinct chatter) 405 00:15:38,304 --> 00:15:40,106 - Do I sense something there? 406 00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:42,908 - I'm closed for business. 407 00:15:42,909 --> 00:15:46,045 - Just sayin', if I went the other way... 408 00:15:46,046 --> 00:15:49,148 (Amy exhales dramatically) - Hey, stop it! 409 00:15:49,149 --> 00:15:50,683 (whispers): Hello. 410 00:15:50,684 --> 00:15:52,017 - Ben Grant's a cowboy, 411 00:15:52,018 --> 00:15:53,919 which I'm sure you know is a problem 412 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:55,320 for a lot of surgeons. 413 00:15:55,321 --> 00:15:57,190 Especially the ones from New York. 414 00:15:57,290 --> 00:15:59,558 - I do, Sir. That's not me. 415 00:15:59,559 --> 00:16:01,127 - Stay centered on my instruments. 416 00:16:01,227 --> 00:16:05,030 Horizon level; don't chase the action. 417 00:16:05,031 --> 00:16:07,199 I know you were a medic in combat, 418 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:10,336 so you've got a lot more experience than most residents, 419 00:16:10,337 --> 00:16:12,771 but I want to make sure you walk before you run. 420 00:16:12,772 --> 00:16:15,140 - Yes, Sir, absolutely. 421 00:16:15,141 --> 00:16:18,477 (machines beeping) 422 00:16:18,478 --> 00:16:21,414 (machine whirring) 423 00:16:23,350 --> 00:16:25,617 - You're beating yourself up. 424 00:16:25,618 --> 00:16:26,585 - What? 425 00:16:26,586 --> 00:16:27,853 - It's your first day. 426 00:16:27,854 --> 00:16:29,688 Anybody could have made that mistake with the crash cart. 427 00:16:29,689 --> 00:16:32,625 The important thing now is how you rebound. 428 00:16:34,661 --> 00:16:37,096 And consider that not everybody's meant to be 429 00:16:37,097 --> 00:16:38,164 a doctor. 430 00:16:39,899 --> 00:16:42,401 - Thanks. I appreciate that. 431 00:16:42,402 --> 00:16:45,472 - Remember what I said this morning, you belong here. 432 00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,210 - So now that you're not working with Dr. Larsen, 433 00:16:51,211 --> 00:16:53,545 you're kind of lost, is that it? 434 00:16:53,546 --> 00:16:54,413 - Come, Margaret. 435 00:16:54,414 --> 00:16:55,981 - I take what I do very seriously. 436 00:16:55,982 --> 00:16:59,151 I don't appreciate people in my department being half-hearted. 437 00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:00,686 - Is that a pun? 438 00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:02,388 - Won't be charmed, Jake. 439 00:17:02,389 --> 00:17:03,822 But we do have some money. 440 00:17:03,823 --> 00:17:06,825 Only three months. But at that point, we'll reassess. 441 00:17:06,826 --> 00:17:07,894 - Okay, that's not-- 442 00:17:07,994 --> 00:17:09,495 - You can't possibly feel you were promised something? 443 00:17:09,496 --> 00:17:11,964 - No, no. I'm happy to bet on myself. 444 00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:13,966 - Appreciate the confidence. 445 00:17:13,967 --> 00:17:16,069 Now you can trail Dr. Douglas this week. 446 00:17:20,006 --> 00:17:24,811 - Whew. She's tough, but you've had tougher. 447 00:17:29,082 --> 00:17:30,549 - I can't believe I'm 38 years old 448 00:17:30,550 --> 00:17:32,785 and there's a catheter in my heart right now. 449 00:17:32,786 --> 00:17:34,753 - I know, but it sounds scarier than it is. 450 00:17:34,754 --> 00:17:38,624 Just try and breathe and think about something else, okay? 451 00:17:38,625 --> 00:17:40,693 - Besides my favorite student flailing around on the floor 452 00:17:40,694 --> 00:17:42,261 of my theater? Yeah. 453 00:17:42,262 --> 00:17:43,762 - Okay, I'm gonna inject the dye now, 454 00:17:43,763 --> 00:17:45,465 so we can map out your arteries. 455 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:49,168 That's not quite oriented. 456 00:17:49,169 --> 00:17:52,872 - It's like a maze. Inject more and let's see what we see. 457 00:17:55,875 --> 00:17:57,309 Hard left there. 458 00:17:57,310 --> 00:17:59,245 - I'm just feeding the catheter in a bit deeper. 459 00:17:59,346 --> 00:18:01,814 Just keep thinking about Juliet on that balcony. 460 00:18:01,815 --> 00:18:06,885 - Not funny. And we couldn't afford a balcony. 461 00:18:06,886 --> 00:18:08,020 - Come on, Mr. Galvin, 462 00:18:08,021 --> 00:18:11,690 "Deny thy father, refuse thy name." 463 00:18:11,691 --> 00:18:12,891 - Now that's funny. 464 00:18:12,892 --> 00:18:15,894 - I played Juliet at Reseda High. 465 00:18:15,895 --> 00:18:17,162 - His arteries are totally clean. 466 00:18:17,163 --> 00:18:19,431 - Well, that's good, right? 467 00:18:19,432 --> 00:18:22,935 - Except now we can't explain your symptoms. 468 00:18:22,936 --> 00:18:24,169 (gasping) 469 00:18:24,170 --> 00:18:25,537 - Okay, Liz, come here. Let's stabilize him. 470 00:18:25,538 --> 00:18:26,872 I gotta get this catheter out. 471 00:18:26,873 --> 00:18:30,242 - Oh, my God. What's going on? What's going on? 472 00:18:30,243 --> 00:18:33,045 (Amy): Torey's cerebral parenchyma looks healthy ... 473 00:18:33,046 --> 00:18:34,413 (machine whirring) - No mass or bleed. 474 00:18:34,414 --> 00:18:38,183 No stroke, vascular malformation, cortical lesion. 475 00:18:38,184 --> 00:18:39,651 - No signs of encephalitis. I mean, 476 00:18:39,652 --> 00:18:41,220 there's no physical reason she should be having 477 00:18:41,221 --> 00:18:43,555 these seizures. 478 00:18:43,556 --> 00:18:46,158 - Her drama teacher just had a focal seizure. 479 00:18:46,159 --> 00:18:47,893 It can't be a coincidence they're both having 480 00:18:47,894 --> 00:18:49,294 a neurological response. 481 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:51,764 - Then it has to be an acute environmental exposure. 482 00:18:51,765 --> 00:18:52,765 From the theater. 483 00:18:52,766 --> 00:18:55,701 - Which means there are gonna be others. 484 00:18:55,702 --> 00:18:58,571 (tense music) 485 00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:05,077 - So, Michael sent me home for the night. 486 00:19:05,078 --> 00:19:08,981 Apparently, Sonya ratted on me for being so hard on Felicia. 487 00:19:08,982 --> 00:19:10,516 - You gotta be kidding me. 488 00:19:10,517 --> 00:19:14,119 - It almost makes me think that maybe she has a thing for you. 489 00:19:14,120 --> 00:19:16,722 - What, and this is like payback? 490 00:19:16,723 --> 00:19:18,824 - A woman scorned... 491 00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:22,061 - No. No. No way, plus I mean, she doesn't know about us. 492 00:19:22,062 --> 00:19:26,732 - Speaking of which, see you at my place in an hour? 493 00:19:26,733 --> 00:19:27,866 - Yeah, sounds great. 494 00:19:27,867 --> 00:19:29,835 - And Jake, maybe... 495 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:34,840 bring something more than just a toothbrush. 496 00:19:34,841 --> 00:19:38,210 - Wow. It almost sounds like a level of commitment. 497 00:19:38,211 --> 00:19:40,312 (chuckles) 498 00:19:40,313 --> 00:19:43,349 - I think it's time that I tell Katie about you. 499 00:19:43,350 --> 00:19:46,218 And, uh, maybe introduce you. 500 00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:49,254 - Yeah, yeah. Same for Mia. 501 00:19:49,255 --> 00:19:51,257 - I'd love that. 502 00:19:53,126 --> 00:19:56,595 And I love you. 503 00:19:56,596 --> 00:19:58,130 - I can get used to hearing that. 504 00:19:58,131 --> 00:19:59,599 (door opening) 505 00:20:01,101 --> 00:20:02,802 - I'll see you there. 506 00:20:08,675 --> 00:20:10,142 (Michael): Well, you need Public Health in there 507 00:20:10,143 --> 00:20:11,810 to test the theater, and we need to know 508 00:20:11,811 --> 00:20:13,445 if anyone else has reported any issues. 509 00:20:13,446 --> 00:20:15,414 Have any other students called out sick? 510 00:20:15,415 --> 00:20:17,750 - So, Cardiology? 511 00:20:17,751 --> 00:20:20,185 - Long story. 512 00:20:20,186 --> 00:20:21,186 (Michael): It could be 513 00:20:21,187 --> 00:20:22,621 a lot of things. Mold-- - Huh. 514 00:20:22,622 --> 00:20:24,123 - How goes it with the interns? 515 00:20:24,124 --> 00:20:25,324 - Getting my footing. 516 00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:26,258 (Michael): Were you inspected recently? 517 00:20:26,259 --> 00:20:28,327 - Big shoes to fill. 518 00:20:28,328 --> 00:20:29,962 (Michael): Mostly neurological symptoms. 519 00:20:29,963 --> 00:20:33,332 - Almost sounds like a level of commitment. 520 00:20:33,333 --> 00:20:34,633 (Michael): I'm not asking-- 521 00:20:34,634 --> 00:20:37,169 - You just have a memory? - Yeah. 522 00:20:37,170 --> 00:20:39,605 - I know you can't reveal names to us, 523 00:20:39,606 --> 00:20:41,373 but you need to contact their parents, 524 00:20:41,374 --> 00:20:43,242 and have them brought here. 525 00:20:43,243 --> 00:20:45,745 Well, I appreciate it. Keep me posted. 526 00:20:47,781 --> 00:20:49,682 Two more left school with dizziness, 527 00:20:49,683 --> 00:20:51,917 one other with numbness in their right hand. 528 00:20:51,918 --> 00:20:53,419 - All from the theater? 529 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:54,520 - He was cagey, wouldn't say. 530 00:20:54,521 --> 00:20:55,554 - Okay, well, that's helpful. 531 00:20:55,555 --> 00:20:57,656 - And he's trying to cover his ass, but he will 532 00:20:57,657 --> 00:20:59,591 call Public Health. - Well, what about the kids? 533 00:20:59,592 --> 00:21:01,293 Are they coming in? - He's gonna push. 534 00:21:01,294 --> 00:21:03,395 Once they land, we cross-reference symptoms, 535 00:21:03,396 --> 00:21:05,397 see if we can find a pattern. 536 00:21:05,398 --> 00:21:06,899 - When did the dizziness start? 537 00:21:06,900 --> 00:21:10,402 - Um, in math class? Around 11 o'clock maybe? 538 00:21:10,403 --> 00:21:11,937 - Any changes in your vision? 539 00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:14,239 - Not really. Is that a part of it? With the dizziness? 540 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:15,974 - We're just gathering information. 541 00:21:15,975 --> 00:21:17,509 - He said the drama teacher's here, too. 542 00:21:17,510 --> 00:21:19,111 - Yeah. And Torey. You wouldn't believe 543 00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:19,913 what happened to her, Dad. 544 00:21:20,013 --> 00:21:21,581 - We're not permitted to discuss that. 545 00:21:23,650 --> 00:21:24,883 - Do we all have the same thing? 546 00:21:24,884 --> 00:21:27,219 - Did you smell anything unusual at the school? 547 00:21:27,220 --> 00:21:28,554 - No, I don't think so. 548 00:21:28,555 --> 00:21:30,656 - Is that what it is? A gas leak or something? 549 00:21:30,657 --> 00:21:32,025 - We're still evaluating, 550 00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:34,493 and Public Health is testing the school right now. 551 00:21:34,494 --> 00:21:38,597 Dr. Ferguson, do you have any questions? 552 00:21:38,598 --> 00:21:39,733 - I do. 553 00:21:41,468 --> 00:21:44,436 (Ben): Absolutely, I believe in being aggressive. 554 00:21:44,437 --> 00:21:46,338 Now, if you're asking if I'm pathologically in love 555 00:21:46,339 --> 00:21:48,474 with cutting... no. 556 00:21:48,475 --> 00:21:51,410 My ego's aligned with outcomes, not bravado. 557 00:21:51,411 --> 00:21:53,379 - And why Minneapolis? 558 00:21:53,380 --> 00:21:54,947 - I grew up here, 559 00:21:54,948 --> 00:21:58,250 and my sister's had some health problems plus two teenage boys 560 00:21:58,251 --> 00:21:59,485 who could use a role model around. 561 00:21:59,486 --> 00:22:02,021 Look, the thing is, I could just go to Mayo. 562 00:22:02,022 --> 00:22:04,923 What I'd hope to do here was build your department. 563 00:22:04,924 --> 00:22:07,393 - Well, that's the idea for bringing you in. 564 00:22:07,394 --> 00:22:08,594 (chuckles) 565 00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:11,130 - I guess what I'm saying is, if I'm coming to Westside, 566 00:22:11,131 --> 00:22:13,132 it would only be to run surgery. 567 00:22:13,133 --> 00:22:15,501 - You wanna replace Dr. Costa? 568 00:22:15,502 --> 00:22:17,603 - Now, don't get me wrong; he's solid. 569 00:22:17,604 --> 00:22:19,538 I'd welcome him as part of my team. 570 00:22:19,539 --> 00:22:21,740 I'd even be willing to reduce some of my own salary 571 00:22:21,741 --> 00:22:24,343 so he takes home the same as what he earns now. 572 00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:25,577 It's not about money for me. 573 00:22:25,578 --> 00:22:27,312 - What is it you think you can bring 574 00:22:27,313 --> 00:22:28,847 that we don't already have now? 575 00:22:28,848 --> 00:22:31,417 - Internal Medicine's been your Bright and Shiny here 576 00:22:31,418 --> 00:22:32,885 for a long time, 577 00:22:32,886 --> 00:22:35,154 but Dr. Larsen's not a draw in her current capacity. 578 00:22:35,155 --> 00:22:37,990 Now, look, look, in any case, you need Surgery 579 00:22:37,991 --> 00:22:39,124 to be your guiding light. 580 00:22:39,125 --> 00:22:41,427 That's where the edge is, that's where the grants are, 581 00:22:41,428 --> 00:22:43,796 that's where you can get your superstar recruits. 582 00:22:43,797 --> 00:22:45,364 And with my auspices and reach, 583 00:22:45,365 --> 00:22:47,434 I'll certainly be able to pull those people in. 584 00:22:49,002 --> 00:22:52,738 - It'll be all the same tests for Paul in 618. 585 00:22:52,739 --> 00:22:55,074 Call Pathology to tell them I want them all expedited. 586 00:22:55,075 --> 00:22:57,376 - Hi, my name is Betsy Fuller. This is my son Josh. 587 00:22:57,377 --> 00:22:58,711 He was in the theater. 588 00:22:58,712 --> 00:23:00,479 We were told everyone's checking in on this floor. 589 00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:01,914 - Okay, is he one of the students 590 00:23:01,915 --> 00:23:03,082 displaying symptoms? 591 00:23:03,083 --> 00:23:05,918 - Well, not yet, but we've heard it's up to six people. 592 00:23:05,919 --> 00:23:07,486 - Four, actually. 593 00:23:07,487 --> 00:23:08,821 - You said it was six. 594 00:23:08,822 --> 00:23:10,356 - Well, I don't know. That's what I was told. 595 00:23:10,357 --> 00:23:12,658 (Betsy): Well, he still needs to be seen by the doctors. 596 00:23:12,659 --> 00:23:14,026 - I understand. Fill out this form, please, 597 00:23:14,027 --> 00:23:15,394 and have a seat in the waiting area. 598 00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:18,464 (Torey gasping) 599 00:23:18,465 --> 00:23:19,465 (Josh): Torey! 600 00:23:19,466 --> 00:23:22,468 - She went unresponsive. Pressure 210 over 112. 601 00:23:22,469 --> 00:23:25,004 Heart rate 48. And her left pupil's fixed. 602 00:23:25,005 --> 00:23:26,638 - What the hell? What's wrong with her? 603 00:23:26,639 --> 00:23:27,573 - That can't be from new-onset seizures. 604 00:23:27,574 --> 00:23:29,141 - Someone needs to tell us what this is! 605 00:23:29,142 --> 00:23:31,377 - What's going on with her? Is this contagious? 606 00:23:31,378 --> 00:23:33,613 - Just try to be calm, please. 607 00:23:41,621 --> 00:23:43,055 - Nothing to say? 608 00:23:43,056 --> 00:23:45,124 - Matthew Reddy is stable. 609 00:23:45,125 --> 00:23:49,795 Dr. Park's covering the ICU, and Dr. Barrett's handling 610 00:23:49,796 --> 00:23:53,298 Kim Trent's angio. Everything's in hand. 611 00:23:53,299 --> 00:23:55,234 - I meant about the complaint. 612 00:23:55,235 --> 00:23:57,569 (door closes) 613 00:23:57,570 --> 00:23:59,171 - Felicia Turner complained. 614 00:23:59,172 --> 00:24:02,575 I was asked what happened and I wasn't gonna lie. 615 00:24:02,676 --> 00:24:05,444 - Right, but the truth can be subjective. 616 00:24:05,445 --> 00:24:06,979 And I'm wondering if you told Dr. Hamda 617 00:24:06,980 --> 00:24:09,481 that you missed splintering fingernails 618 00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:13,852 and thus the diagnosis this morning. 619 00:24:13,853 --> 00:24:16,588 - Look, I wasn't gonna tell you this until tomorrow, 620 00:24:16,589 --> 00:24:18,825 but, so long as we're here... 621 00:24:20,126 --> 00:24:24,663 I'll be offering my resignation. Effective in two weeks. 622 00:24:24,664 --> 00:24:26,598 - You're quitting. 623 00:24:26,599 --> 00:24:28,334 Because you don't like my leadership style. 624 00:24:28,335 --> 00:24:29,869 - I'm sure you think it's a style, 625 00:24:29,969 --> 00:24:33,372 but everyone besides Dr. Heller thinks it's abusive. 626 00:24:33,373 --> 00:24:35,040 And I don't need it in my life. 627 00:24:35,041 --> 00:24:39,011 - Well, I'll expect to hear from you in a year or two. 628 00:24:39,012 --> 00:24:43,216 Apologizing and thanking me for everything I've taught you. 629 00:24:46,219 --> 00:24:49,254 (shaky exhale) 630 00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:50,956 (machine whirring) 631 00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:52,258 - They told the MRI was finished? 632 00:24:52,359 --> 00:24:56,128 - Just about. No lesions. Ventricles look good so far. 633 00:24:56,129 --> 00:24:59,498 - How are you doing today? - Tricky case. 634 00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:02,534 - No, I mean being Chief Resident with Amy. 635 00:25:02,535 --> 00:25:06,538 - Oh. Yeah, she gave a pretty rah-rah speech 636 00:25:06,539 --> 00:25:07,706 to the interns this morning. 637 00:25:07,707 --> 00:25:11,477 Kind of the polar opposite of how she used to be so... 638 00:25:11,478 --> 00:25:12,778 that was interesting. 639 00:25:12,779 --> 00:25:15,414 - Yeah, I'm sure she's trying a different tack this time around. 640 00:25:15,415 --> 00:25:16,383 - Mm. 641 00:25:16,483 --> 00:25:19,618 - What about you? Figure out your approach yet? 642 00:25:19,619 --> 00:25:21,353 - Tough love without the snark. 643 00:25:21,354 --> 00:25:23,022 Might be kind of a role reversal 644 00:25:23,023 --> 00:25:25,991 with her getting all touchy-feely. 645 00:25:25,992 --> 00:25:29,294 How are things going with the two of you? 646 00:25:29,295 --> 00:25:33,098 - Uh... we split up. 647 00:25:33,099 --> 00:25:34,333 - Really? - Yeah. 648 00:25:34,334 --> 00:25:36,769 Just trying to figure out that equilibrium now. 649 00:25:36,770 --> 00:25:38,971 You know, working together. 650 00:25:38,972 --> 00:25:43,475 - Well, it's day one. I'm sure you'll get there. 651 00:25:43,476 --> 00:25:45,111 (equipment beeps) 652 00:25:48,448 --> 00:25:52,418 - The teacher's CBC, CMP, head imaging all looks normal. 653 00:25:52,419 --> 00:25:54,219 - Torey's in surgery. 654 00:25:54,220 --> 00:25:56,455 She has to have some obstructive process in her brain, 655 00:25:56,456 --> 00:25:58,957 but we imaged the other kids; none of them show clotting. 656 00:25:58,958 --> 00:26:00,859 (Jake): And we cleared them all on recreational drug use. 657 00:26:00,860 --> 00:26:01,927 (Michael): Tox screens all normal. 658 00:26:01,928 --> 00:26:03,096 (Jake): Okay, so what's our profiling indicate? 659 00:26:03,196 --> 00:26:06,732 - No respiratory symptoms, which rules out molds, formaldehyde, 660 00:26:06,733 --> 00:26:09,034 carbon monoxide, no peripheral neuropathy... 661 00:26:09,035 --> 00:26:12,738 - And no fever, so no cyanotoxins from the HVACs. 662 00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:14,139 - Something doesn't make sense. 663 00:26:14,140 --> 00:26:16,442 Torey had her first seizure yesterday afternoon, 664 00:26:16,443 --> 00:26:19,411 but none of the others started showing symptoms until today. 665 00:26:19,412 --> 00:26:21,347 If it was acute exposure, 666 00:26:21,348 --> 00:26:23,582 they all would have been swarming the ER last night. 667 00:26:23,583 --> 00:26:26,852 - We need to re-interview them all and scrutinize the timeline. 668 00:26:26,853 --> 00:26:28,821 Something's gotta shake out. 669 00:26:28,822 --> 00:26:30,456 - Have you heard anything from the school? 670 00:26:30,457 --> 00:26:31,724 - We're still waiting on the testing. 671 00:26:31,725 --> 00:26:33,726 - Okay, so long will that take? 672 00:26:33,727 --> 00:26:36,295 - Um, yeah, um... 673 00:26:36,296 --> 00:26:38,497 - Some of the potential toxins they can test 674 00:26:38,498 --> 00:26:41,367 in a matter of hours; others can take a day or two. 675 00:26:41,368 --> 00:26:45,070 - Can you please help us? My son needs to see someone. 676 00:26:45,071 --> 00:26:46,905 - He wasn't exhibiting any symptoms when he arrived, 677 00:26:46,906 --> 00:26:48,741 but he's starting to feel dizzy now. 678 00:26:48,742 --> 00:26:51,643 - And I've got, like, a numbness down my arm. 679 00:26:51,644 --> 00:26:53,145 - I was just about to admit him. 680 00:26:53,146 --> 00:26:55,748 - This has gotten worse since you've been waiting? 681 00:26:55,749 --> 00:26:57,783 - Yes. It's been coming on strong. 682 00:26:57,784 --> 00:27:01,020 And no one can tell us what the incubation period is. 683 00:27:01,021 --> 00:27:03,589 - Full work-up. Room, um, 619. 684 00:27:03,590 --> 00:27:04,990 - Oh, it's about time. 685 00:27:04,991 --> 00:27:07,493 - Um, she said that Torey was going into surgery. 686 00:27:07,494 --> 00:27:08,994 Are they gonna be able to help her? 687 00:27:08,995 --> 00:27:13,365 - Yes. Please just go with Dr. Chen; we'll work it all out. 688 00:27:13,366 --> 00:27:14,400 (Josh's mother): Okay. 689 00:27:14,401 --> 00:27:17,270 (indistinct chatter) 690 00:27:19,239 --> 00:27:20,239 (equipment beeping) 691 00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:22,975 - Okay, there is a clot. 692 00:27:22,976 --> 00:27:24,343 - What are our options? 693 00:27:24,344 --> 00:27:26,311 - Open the transverse sinus and drain it. 694 00:27:26,312 --> 00:27:27,414 - Or? 695 00:27:29,082 --> 00:27:31,350 - Put in an extra-ventricular drain and anti-coagulate? 696 00:27:31,351 --> 00:27:32,619 - Exactly. 697 00:27:32,719 --> 00:27:34,286 - But her recovery time could be two weeks. 698 00:27:34,287 --> 00:27:36,155 You're not worried about the prolonged pressure 699 00:27:36,156 --> 00:27:36,889 to the brain? 700 00:27:36,890 --> 00:27:38,357 - Post-op heparin'll tackle that 701 00:27:38,358 --> 00:27:41,761 and sticking a scalpel in there carries plenty of risk. 702 00:27:42,962 --> 00:27:46,665 Okay, prep the drain kit. 703 00:27:46,666 --> 00:27:49,068 - Before Math, you were in English class, 704 00:27:49,069 --> 00:27:52,237 and you said you were worried about Torey? 705 00:27:52,238 --> 00:27:53,973 - Nobody knew what was happening to her. 706 00:27:54,074 --> 00:27:56,408 Then we heard Mr. Galvin wasn't coming in, either. 707 00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:57,810 - How did you hear that? 708 00:27:57,811 --> 00:27:59,978 - There's a group chat. 709 00:27:59,979 --> 00:28:02,314 - With the theater group? - Yeah. 710 00:28:02,315 --> 00:28:04,416 - Do you mind if I have a look at that? 711 00:28:04,417 --> 00:28:05,485 - Yeah, sure. 712 00:28:13,159 --> 00:28:15,527 - Seemed like everyone was getting pretty worked up. 713 00:28:15,528 --> 00:28:18,063 - I mean, yeah, of course. 714 00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:20,432 (Male voice over PA): Rapid response team to 619. 715 00:28:20,433 --> 00:28:21,834 Rapid response team to 619. 716 00:28:21,835 --> 00:28:23,903 - Uh, I'm sorry. Excuse me. I'll be back. 717 00:28:25,271 --> 00:28:26,805 - Excuse me! Excuse me, Ma'am! - What's happening? 718 00:28:26,806 --> 00:28:27,873 - Sorry! - Do something! 719 00:28:27,874 --> 00:28:28,774 (door opens) 720 00:28:28,775 --> 00:28:30,976 (Josh gasping) 721 00:28:30,977 --> 00:28:33,212 - This is the same thing that happened to Torey! 722 00:28:33,213 --> 00:28:33,846 - Stop! 723 00:28:33,847 --> 00:28:36,315 (Josh gasping) 724 00:28:36,316 --> 00:28:39,351 Two milligrams Lorazepam and nasal-pronged oxygen. 725 00:28:39,352 --> 00:28:40,552 - For a brain herniation? 726 00:28:40,553 --> 00:28:41,887 - This isn't neurological. 727 00:28:41,888 --> 00:28:43,422 - What are you talking about? He's catatonic! 728 00:28:43,423 --> 00:28:46,658 - This is all psychological. 729 00:28:46,659 --> 00:28:48,828 It's mass hysteria. 730 00:28:51,598 --> 00:28:53,332 (elevator dings) 731 00:28:53,333 --> 00:28:56,402 - I thought you went home an hour ago. 732 00:28:56,403 --> 00:28:59,338 - Just checking in on Ray Porter post-op. 733 00:28:59,339 --> 00:29:01,940 I spoke to his daughter, clarified the prognosis. 734 00:29:01,941 --> 00:29:03,976 Sorry I tried to play it down to her before. 735 00:29:03,977 --> 00:29:05,144 - Don't be sorry. 736 00:29:05,145 --> 00:29:06,645 You're the one person I can count on 737 00:29:06,646 --> 00:29:09,882 to take instruction without whining. 738 00:29:09,883 --> 00:29:12,451 - I heard about Sonya leaving. 739 00:29:12,452 --> 00:29:15,221 - Spoon-feeding approval is no way to make good doctors. 740 00:29:15,321 --> 00:29:16,522 Any more than soldiers. 741 00:29:16,523 --> 00:29:19,491 - Funny thing is, she is pretty hard on the first-years. 742 00:29:19,492 --> 00:29:21,627 - Well, she can take her thin skin and hypocrisy 743 00:29:21,628 --> 00:29:22,728 elsewhere now. 744 00:29:22,729 --> 00:29:25,564 - Yes, she can. - How are you doing? 745 00:29:25,565 --> 00:29:27,466 - Good. 746 00:29:27,467 --> 00:29:28,767 Great. 747 00:29:28,768 --> 00:29:32,571 - Did you follow up on what we talked about? The nightmares. 748 00:29:32,572 --> 00:29:35,274 - Oh, um, yeah. 749 00:29:35,275 --> 00:29:40,012 - TJ, you can't white-knuckle your way through everything. 750 00:29:40,013 --> 00:29:41,547 - Isn't that what you do? 751 00:29:41,548 --> 00:29:43,483 (phone buzzing) 752 00:29:47,620 --> 00:29:48,754 Something wrong? 753 00:29:48,755 --> 00:29:49,788 (elevator dings) 754 00:29:49,789 --> 00:29:51,257 - No. 755 00:29:52,692 --> 00:29:55,260 (indistinct chatter) 756 00:29:55,261 --> 00:29:56,362 - So he's okay? 757 00:29:56,363 --> 00:29:58,330 - He's okay. - But I don't understand. 758 00:29:58,331 --> 00:30:00,799 - It's called conversion disorder. 759 00:30:00,800 --> 00:30:05,237 It's a contagious psychological response within a community 760 00:30:05,238 --> 00:30:07,039 that is harboring acute stress. 761 00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:09,108 The "witches" in Salem, 762 00:30:09,109 --> 00:30:11,977 or all those girls in Iran a few years ago... 763 00:30:11,978 --> 00:30:15,147 When your son and the other students saw Torey seize 764 00:30:15,148 --> 00:30:17,649 in the theater, that started a chain reaction. 765 00:30:17,650 --> 00:30:21,920 Then, Mr. Galvin called in sick, and they started to panic. 766 00:30:21,921 --> 00:30:24,990 Then the group chat just contributed to this 767 00:30:24,991 --> 00:30:27,926 fomenting anxiety that accumulated 768 00:30:27,927 --> 00:30:30,129 and amplified into this. 769 00:30:30,130 --> 00:30:32,431 - So when Josh saw Torey... 770 00:30:32,432 --> 00:30:35,467 His mind just made him copycat that? 771 00:30:35,468 --> 00:30:36,869 - Essentially, yes. 772 00:30:36,870 --> 00:30:39,204 You saw the longer he was in the waiting room 773 00:30:39,205 --> 00:30:41,340 around all that fear and agitation, 774 00:30:41,341 --> 00:30:44,710 the more he started to manifest those symptoms. 775 00:30:44,711 --> 00:30:47,012 We could run a dozen tests, 776 00:30:47,013 --> 00:30:49,014 and nothing would show up physically. 777 00:30:49,015 --> 00:30:50,849 - I saw that on the group chat. 778 00:30:50,850 --> 00:30:52,551 Everyone's tests came up negative. 779 00:30:52,552 --> 00:30:56,522 - I can assure you this is a psychological reaction 780 00:30:56,523 --> 00:30:58,358 to shared stress. 781 00:31:01,027 --> 00:31:02,261 - Shared stress? 782 00:31:02,262 --> 00:31:04,463 They're teenagers; I'm a grown man. 783 00:31:04,464 --> 00:31:06,432 - I know, but unfortunately that doesn't make you immune. 784 00:31:06,433 --> 00:31:10,169 - Well, I have put on plenty of productions, and believe me, 785 00:31:10,170 --> 00:31:12,004 this was not the most stressful. 786 00:31:12,005 --> 00:31:13,839 So you can't tell me that I'm here 787 00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:15,007 and I put everyone else here 788 00:31:15,008 --> 00:31:17,143 because I'm some sort of taskmaster. 789 00:31:17,243 --> 00:31:19,111 - Look, I'm not saying that it's the play necessarily, 790 00:31:19,112 --> 00:31:21,080 but it must be something at the school. 791 00:31:21,081 --> 00:31:22,681 And without knowing the source of that trauma, 792 00:31:22,682 --> 00:31:24,516 this could go on for a long time. 793 00:31:24,517 --> 00:31:25,651 Okay, for all of you. 794 00:31:25,652 --> 00:31:26,752 - This is insane. 795 00:31:26,753 --> 00:31:29,555 - Think, Mr. Galvin. What could it be? 796 00:31:29,556 --> 00:31:31,090 - I have no idea. 797 00:31:31,091 --> 00:31:35,060 And how is this a delusion when Torey's in surgery? 798 00:31:35,061 --> 00:31:36,929 (equipment beeping) - There's the sagittal sinus. 799 00:31:36,930 --> 00:31:38,398 See how engorged those cortical-- 800 00:31:42,902 --> 00:31:44,370 - Stalking your prey? 801 00:31:44,371 --> 00:31:47,039 - I can get a feel for how he's been running the department 802 00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:49,541 by watching how he cuts. 803 00:31:49,542 --> 00:31:53,445 - And you really think he's that conservative? 804 00:31:53,446 --> 00:31:55,681 - He's putting a drain into a CVST patient 805 00:31:55,682 --> 00:31:58,751 and counting on the heparin to do his work for him as we speak, 806 00:31:58,752 --> 00:32:00,452 so... 807 00:32:00,453 --> 00:32:02,055 But I think you already made your decision 808 00:32:02,155 --> 00:32:03,723 before you came in here. 809 00:32:05,425 --> 00:32:07,693 - What's the status of your transplant bridge trial? 810 00:32:07,694 --> 00:32:10,596 We understand you're about to enter the human phase now. 811 00:32:10,597 --> 00:32:12,965 - My intention is to keep an eye on it from here 812 00:32:12,966 --> 00:32:14,600 and travel to New York as needed. 813 00:32:14,601 --> 00:32:17,236 But I assure you, it wouldn't be a distraction. 814 00:32:17,237 --> 00:32:18,738 - No, that's not the concern. 815 00:32:18,838 --> 00:32:20,773 If you could get it moved here, 816 00:32:20,774 --> 00:32:23,108 the Board's prepared to divert 3 million from one of our 817 00:32:23,109 --> 00:32:25,244 research grants to your study. 818 00:32:25,245 --> 00:32:27,780 Plus everything else you asked for. 819 00:32:27,781 --> 00:32:29,081 - You know I have partners. 820 00:32:29,082 --> 00:32:30,749 - Yes, but you're the lead, 821 00:32:30,750 --> 00:32:32,084 and we just doubled your budget. 822 00:32:32,085 --> 00:32:35,455 So, get it done; we've got a deal. 823 00:32:37,157 --> 00:32:38,657 (footsteps receding) 824 00:32:38,658 --> 00:32:40,592 (equipment beeping) 825 00:32:40,593 --> 00:32:43,262 - So, we relieved the pressure that was causing the seizure, 826 00:32:43,263 --> 00:32:46,131 and put in a microscopic drain to prevent it from coming back. 827 00:32:46,132 --> 00:32:47,900 - You left something in my brain? 828 00:32:47,901 --> 00:32:49,601 - We'll remove it in a couple of weeks. 829 00:32:49,602 --> 00:32:50,836 - After another surgery? 830 00:32:50,837 --> 00:32:55,074 - No, no. We'll just pull it out slowly. It's painless. 831 00:32:55,075 --> 00:32:56,475 - I've gotta be here two weeks? 832 00:32:56,476 --> 00:32:59,178 - We've also got you on blood thinners, 833 00:32:59,179 --> 00:33:01,246 so we'll need to monitor you closely. 834 00:33:01,247 --> 00:33:04,616 - We appreciate it, Dr. Coleman. If we could have the room now. 835 00:33:04,617 --> 00:33:06,752 - Sure. Um, yeah. 836 00:33:06,753 --> 00:33:08,887 Yeah. Of course. 837 00:33:08,888 --> 00:33:10,056 - Now, we'd like to go back 838 00:33:10,156 --> 00:33:13,326 to what was happening with you yesterday. Before the rehearsal. 839 00:33:13,426 --> 00:33:16,428 - I already told you: I didn't have any symptoms. 840 00:33:16,429 --> 00:33:18,330 - Oh, we're not talking about physical symptoms. 841 00:33:18,331 --> 00:33:21,066 Walk us through your day at school. 842 00:33:21,067 --> 00:33:24,436 - I had English then Math. 843 00:33:24,437 --> 00:33:28,440 I had a test but that wasn't a big deal, then a free, 844 00:33:28,441 --> 00:33:31,643 then lunch, then there was a lockdown drill, 845 00:33:31,644 --> 00:33:32,878 Uh, then History-- 846 00:33:32,879 --> 00:33:34,580 - A, a lockdown drill? 847 00:33:34,581 --> 00:33:38,350 - Yeah. You know, like an active shooter or whatever? You know? 848 00:33:38,351 --> 00:33:41,420 - Uh, did something happen during the drill? 849 00:33:41,421 --> 00:33:44,823 - Happen? No. Same as always. 850 00:33:44,824 --> 00:33:46,191 - Which is? 851 00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:50,062 - Uh, lock the door, turn off the lights, 852 00:33:50,063 --> 00:33:51,797 uh, move the desks to block the door 853 00:33:51,798 --> 00:33:52,865 in case there's a shooter. 854 00:33:52,866 --> 00:33:53,999 (exhales) 855 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:55,634 - And do you find that stressful? 856 00:33:55,635 --> 00:33:57,903 - No, it's what we do; we're used to it. 857 00:33:57,904 --> 00:34:00,339 - Just because something's been normalized doesn't mean 858 00:34:00,340 --> 00:34:01,840 it isn't having an impact. 859 00:34:01,841 --> 00:34:04,910 I suspect, on some level, 860 00:34:04,911 --> 00:34:06,712 those drills can be traumatizing. 861 00:34:06,713 --> 00:34:08,347 - Traumatizing. - Sure. 862 00:34:08,348 --> 00:34:10,582 For everyone, even the teachers who have to do them. 863 00:34:10,583 --> 00:34:13,152 - I mean, the last time we did one, 864 00:34:13,153 --> 00:34:15,354 there was this one girl who had a panic attack, 865 00:34:15,355 --> 00:34:17,690 but we all just kinda thought she was being extra. 866 00:34:17,691 --> 00:34:18,624 - When was that? 867 00:34:18,625 --> 00:34:21,293 - I don't know, couple months ago maybe. 868 00:34:21,294 --> 00:34:23,128 We do them like six or seven times a year. 869 00:34:23,129 --> 00:34:24,463 (exhales) - So, when you heard 870 00:34:24,464 --> 00:34:26,865 about the girl who reacted like that, 871 00:34:26,866 --> 00:34:28,634 how were you affected? 872 00:34:28,635 --> 00:34:32,638 - I didn't hear about it. I saw it. 873 00:34:32,639 --> 00:34:36,909 There was a video that went viral. We all saw it. 874 00:34:36,910 --> 00:34:37,976 (Heidi): I can't-- I can't breathe! 875 00:34:37,977 --> 00:34:38,878 - It's okay, Heidi. 876 00:34:38,978 --> 00:34:40,512 (student): Oh, my God, what's happening to her? 877 00:34:40,513 --> 00:34:42,948 (concerned chatter over phone) 878 00:34:42,949 --> 00:34:46,652 (Heidi gasping) 879 00:34:46,653 --> 00:34:48,554 - What was your reaction when you saw this? 880 00:34:48,555 --> 00:34:51,990 - I mean, we felt sorry for her. 881 00:34:51,991 --> 00:34:54,193 - I don't even understand why we have to do these drills 882 00:34:54,194 --> 00:34:55,294 all the time. 883 00:34:55,295 --> 00:34:57,596 It's like, we've been doing them since we were eight. 884 00:34:57,597 --> 00:34:58,897 We get it already. 885 00:34:58,898 --> 00:35:01,133 - They stopped calling it an active shooter drill. 886 00:35:01,134 --> 00:35:03,002 Like we'd be pushing desks against the door 887 00:35:03,003 --> 00:35:04,103 for a hurricane? 888 00:35:04,104 --> 00:35:06,105 - They should just train the teachers, 889 00:35:06,106 --> 00:35:07,740 then tell the students to follow them. 890 00:35:07,741 --> 00:35:10,042 Like, why do we have to keep going through it 891 00:35:10,043 --> 00:35:10,943 again and again? 892 00:35:10,944 --> 00:35:12,445 - If the schools don't train everybody, 893 00:35:12,545 --> 00:35:14,179 then they'll be liable if something happens. 894 00:35:14,180 --> 00:35:15,748 - And after that girl had her panic attack, 895 00:35:15,749 --> 00:35:17,583 did anybody go to the school counselors 896 00:35:17,584 --> 00:35:19,151 or report having similar anxieties? 897 00:35:19,152 --> 00:35:21,954 - I don't even know if the kids realized it was bothering them. 898 00:35:21,955 --> 00:35:24,189 I mean, if they did, would any of this be happening? 899 00:35:24,190 --> 00:35:27,192 I certainly wouldn't have given Juliet the gun 900 00:35:27,193 --> 00:35:28,627 in that scene. 901 00:35:28,628 --> 00:35:31,798 I just thought it would be cool and modern. 902 00:35:33,533 --> 00:35:36,535 - My thought is, when you heard that gunshot on stage, 903 00:35:36,536 --> 00:35:38,671 that released all of the anxieties 904 00:35:38,672 --> 00:35:40,406 you've been carrying since you saw Heidi 905 00:35:40,407 --> 00:35:41,940 have the panic attack in that video. 906 00:35:41,941 --> 00:35:45,377 - Not to mention the anxiety you probably have felt 907 00:35:45,378 --> 00:35:48,781 about those drills and what they mean for a long time. 908 00:35:48,782 --> 00:35:52,284 - So, if this was all in my head, why did I need surgery? 909 00:35:52,285 --> 00:35:54,353 - It turns out you have an underlying 910 00:35:54,354 --> 00:35:56,755 blood clotting disorder that was dormant. 911 00:35:56,756 --> 00:36:00,225 And the acute stress brought it out and heightened it. 912 00:36:00,226 --> 00:36:02,328 - But only temporarily, right? 913 00:36:02,429 --> 00:36:03,696 - Unfortunately, not. 914 00:36:03,697 --> 00:36:05,898 Now that the condition is manifest, 915 00:36:05,899 --> 00:36:07,399 it'll be chronic. 916 00:36:07,400 --> 00:36:08,934 - For the rest of her life? 917 00:36:08,935 --> 00:36:11,603 - We can treat it with anti-seizure medication, 918 00:36:11,604 --> 00:36:14,773 but that does have side effects and, yes, 919 00:36:14,774 --> 00:36:16,775 it will be for the rest of her life. 920 00:36:16,776 --> 00:36:18,777 - You're saying the lockdown drills did this to her? 921 00:36:18,778 --> 00:36:22,348 - I'd say it's the stress of being a teenager 922 00:36:22,349 --> 00:36:25,352 in a very complicated world. 923 00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,996 (indistinct chatter) 924 00:36:43,003 --> 00:36:44,570 - So, what are we selling? 925 00:36:44,571 --> 00:36:46,939 - Cognitive behavioral therapy, 926 00:36:46,940 --> 00:36:49,174 but it's gonna be a long road. 927 00:36:49,175 --> 00:36:50,709 - Parenting. 928 00:36:50,710 --> 00:36:52,445 - And then some. 929 00:36:55,148 --> 00:36:57,649 - You know, I as cramming for all the stuff for Pediatrics, 930 00:36:57,650 --> 00:37:02,855 and it just started making me look at Mia like a patient. 931 00:37:02,856 --> 00:37:04,356 Didn't much care for that. 932 00:37:04,357 --> 00:37:06,492 - Thus the change to Cardiology. 933 00:37:06,493 --> 00:37:08,928 - Hm. Yeah. - Huh. 934 00:37:11,464 --> 00:37:14,668 - I think it's time that I tell Katie about you. 935 00:37:16,202 --> 00:37:17,503 - D'you have another one? 936 00:37:17,504 --> 00:37:21,441 - Oh, no. It's nothing. Just not a big deal. 937 00:37:23,143 --> 00:37:27,212 - Um, okay. Well, congrats on today. 938 00:37:27,213 --> 00:37:30,816 You did great. As expected. 939 00:37:30,817 --> 00:37:34,154 - You too. - Yeah. 940 00:37:34,254 --> 00:37:36,756 I'll see you tomorrow. - Okay. 941 00:37:45,098 --> 00:37:48,367 - Hey, I wanted to catch you before the official postgame, 942 00:37:48,368 --> 00:37:49,903 see how you thought today went. 943 00:37:50,003 --> 00:37:53,105 - Uh, yeah, wild day. 944 00:37:53,106 --> 00:37:55,741 - I mean your performance. 945 00:37:55,742 --> 00:37:57,042 - Oh, uh... 946 00:37:57,043 --> 00:37:59,611 - Self-analysis will be crucial, 947 00:37:59,612 --> 00:38:01,980 but since you haven't engaged in that yet, I can go. 948 00:38:01,981 --> 00:38:04,650 You started the day with a HIPAA violation, 949 00:38:04,651 --> 00:38:06,819 then tossed out worst-case scenarios 950 00:38:06,820 --> 00:38:10,723 to an anxious patient with stress-related cardiac issues, 951 00:38:10,724 --> 00:38:12,925 then walked yourself into the lion's den 952 00:38:12,926 --> 00:38:15,761 of those terrified parents, completely unprepared 953 00:38:15,762 --> 00:38:19,565 to answer their most obvious question. 954 00:38:19,566 --> 00:38:22,067 - You're right. I'm sorry. 955 00:38:22,068 --> 00:38:24,169 - You already know what you're supposed to do. 956 00:38:24,170 --> 00:38:25,604 What's gonna change? 957 00:38:25,605 --> 00:38:28,240 - You're extremely smart, Nikki, and can be a great doctor. 958 00:38:28,241 --> 00:38:30,943 But I don't want to hear you're sorry. 959 00:38:30,944 --> 00:38:33,812 I wanna know what you're gonna do to turn things around. 960 00:38:33,813 --> 00:38:35,114 (softly): Uh. 961 00:38:35,115 --> 00:38:38,084 - Think about it tonight and come back to me tomorrow. 962 00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:41,286 - Right. Thank you. 963 00:38:41,287 --> 00:38:42,756 - Mm-hmm. 964 00:38:46,126 --> 00:38:49,662 - Not exactly in keeping with the speech we gave this morning. 965 00:38:51,131 --> 00:38:52,598 - Our job's to teach them. 966 00:38:52,599 --> 00:38:54,867 If they're snowflakes, they're not gonna cut it. 967 00:38:54,868 --> 00:38:57,102 (keyboard clacking) 968 00:38:57,103 --> 00:38:59,705 (indistinct chatter) 969 00:38:59,706 --> 00:39:03,308 - Hey. I heard you had the trippiest case today. 970 00:39:03,309 --> 00:39:05,612 (scoffs) - "Trippy" is one word for it. 971 00:39:08,415 --> 00:39:10,949 - You know, I never did a lockdown drill. 972 00:39:10,950 --> 00:39:12,118 Do they really do it at all the schools? 973 00:39:12,218 --> 00:39:16,021 - Yeah. At mine, they gave out roles and had us all act it out. 974 00:39:16,022 --> 00:39:17,456 One kid played the shooter, 975 00:39:17,457 --> 00:39:19,191 a bunch of us pretended to get shot... 976 00:39:19,192 --> 00:39:20,459 - Not possible. 977 00:39:20,460 --> 00:39:21,760 - Then they told us to fight back. 978 00:39:21,761 --> 00:39:24,129 Throw books at the shooter. 979 00:39:24,130 --> 00:39:25,130 - That just can't be true. 980 00:39:25,131 --> 00:39:26,365 - Six times a year. 981 00:39:26,366 --> 00:39:27,933 Every year since second grade. 982 00:39:27,934 --> 00:39:30,169 (indistinct chatter) 983 00:39:30,170 --> 00:39:33,072 - Oh, my God, Maitra just busted me for a couple of misdemeanors. 984 00:39:33,073 --> 00:39:35,441 Meanwhile, Ruth was about to shove a tube 985 00:39:35,442 --> 00:39:37,576 down a patient's throat when he didn't need it, 986 00:39:37,577 --> 00:39:39,445 and Larsen let's her off the hook. 987 00:39:39,446 --> 00:39:40,512 (chuckles) 988 00:39:40,513 --> 00:39:42,581 - I heard that they were both vying for the job 989 00:39:42,582 --> 00:39:44,249 and now they gotta share it? 990 00:39:44,250 --> 00:39:45,818 That's gotta be interesting, huh? 991 00:39:45,819 --> 00:39:46,920 (scoffs) 992 00:39:50,123 --> 00:39:53,859 - Hey, stranger. Missed you in our department. 993 00:39:53,860 --> 00:39:55,561 - Sounds like you managed it all with style. 994 00:39:55,562 --> 00:39:57,629 - Gotta admit, felt pretty good. 995 00:39:57,630 --> 00:39:59,832 - Well, I guess you're glad you didn't quit last year. 996 00:39:59,833 --> 00:40:01,067 - Hey. 997 00:40:02,936 --> 00:40:05,604 You are one of the only people who knows about that, 998 00:40:05,605 --> 00:40:07,673 and I don't need the interns finding out 999 00:40:07,674 --> 00:40:08,841 Amy and I didn't get along, 1000 00:40:08,842 --> 00:40:12,044 or that the only reason I stayed is 'cause she got demoted 1001 00:40:12,045 --> 00:40:13,312 after her accident. 1002 00:40:13,313 --> 00:40:15,481 - Well, this guy is glad that you did. 1003 00:40:15,482 --> 00:40:16,782 (door closes) 1004 00:40:16,783 --> 00:40:18,384 (voicemail): This is Katie, leave a message. 1005 00:40:18,385 --> 00:40:19,451 (beep) 1006 00:40:19,452 --> 00:40:22,521 (Michael): Hey, it's Dad. I, uh, texted you, too. 1007 00:40:22,522 --> 00:40:25,457 I just wanted to check on you. 1008 00:40:25,458 --> 00:40:27,393 Ask you if, uh... 1009 00:40:27,394 --> 00:40:31,430 Well, just call me. I love you, Sweetheart. 1010 00:40:31,431 --> 00:40:33,999 - I called her, too. 1011 00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:36,301 - I think she's at some fraternity party. 1012 00:40:36,302 --> 00:40:37,670 We'll hear from her tomorrow. 1013 00:40:37,671 --> 00:40:41,173 - Yeah. Did she ever mention anything to us? 1014 00:40:41,174 --> 00:40:43,242 About those lockdown drills? 1015 00:40:43,243 --> 00:40:45,644 (exhales) Nope. 1016 00:40:45,645 --> 00:40:46,979 You always thought it was overkill. 1017 00:40:46,980 --> 00:40:49,815 Asking the kids to carry the burden 1018 00:40:49,816 --> 00:40:51,517 'cause the adults in the room can't get it together 1019 00:40:51,518 --> 00:40:53,952 to do the right thing. 1020 00:40:53,953 --> 00:40:59,425 - Um, wondering if you observed Sonya at all today. 1021 00:40:59,426 --> 00:41:00,826 - Not much, no. 1022 00:41:00,827 --> 00:41:04,196 - I think she's got some shades of the old me. 1023 00:41:04,197 --> 00:41:09,168 - You're who she learned from. Even if she hated it. 1024 00:41:09,169 --> 00:41:10,402 - Could be a problem. 1025 00:41:10,403 --> 00:41:12,504 - You're asking me to demote her? 1026 00:41:12,505 --> 00:41:13,939 - No! Of course not. 1027 00:41:13,940 --> 00:41:15,741 - 'Cause Joan wanted you paired for a reason. 1028 00:41:15,742 --> 00:41:17,643 - I know that, and she's... 1029 00:41:17,644 --> 00:41:19,578 - Arrogance and indifferent bedside manner 1030 00:41:19,579 --> 00:41:22,047 won't be tolerated. 1031 00:41:22,048 --> 00:41:23,650 She's what? - Um-- 1032 00:41:23,750 --> 00:41:26,085 - Being a great physician isn't enough to protect you. 1033 00:41:26,086 --> 00:41:27,753 Not anymore. 1034 00:41:27,754 --> 00:41:29,855 - She's great. We'll hash it out. 1035 00:41:29,856 --> 00:41:32,258 - Go home and get some rest. 1036 00:41:35,295 --> 00:41:37,129 - It was just a barrage today. 1037 00:41:37,130 --> 00:41:39,031 I mean, so much more than ever before. 1038 00:41:39,032 --> 00:41:42,034 And I don't know how I'm gonna get through a day 1039 00:41:42,035 --> 00:41:45,170 without everyone noticing and wondering if I can do this. 1040 00:41:45,171 --> 00:41:47,106 - You came back to the place that's gonna trigger you 1041 00:41:47,107 --> 00:41:51,610 more than anyplace else, and your brain's healing. 1042 00:41:51,611 --> 00:41:53,512 - So, this could be the new normal. 1043 00:41:53,513 --> 00:41:56,982 - There's nothing normal about your brain. 1044 00:41:56,983 --> 00:41:59,918 And I hate to break it to you: you might be done with the past 1045 00:41:59,919 --> 00:42:02,989 but clearly the past isn't done with you. 1046 00:42:06,726 --> 00:42:09,963 (traffic humming) 1047 00:42:13,233 --> 00:42:14,800 Amy (voicemail): You've reached Dr. Amy Larsen. 1048 00:42:14,801 --> 00:42:16,235 Leave a message. (beep) 1049 00:42:16,236 --> 00:42:17,970 - All right, it's my third time calling you. 1050 00:42:17,971 --> 00:42:19,738 I get you don't wanna talk to me; 1051 00:42:19,739 --> 00:42:22,041 but we've got big trouble. 1052 00:42:22,042 --> 00:42:23,509 With what we did. 1053 00:42:23,510 --> 00:42:26,913 (suspenseful music) 1054 00:43:10,790 --> 00:43:12,325 Subtitling: difuze